Friday, March 28, 2008
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME ! I KEEP THROWING TANTRUM LATELY . WHY ?!I'M FEELING SO HORRIBLE RIGHT NOW. SOMEONE JUST KILL ME CAN !
I don't even know what's happening lately. Everything seems to come crashing onto me. And my super bad habit is back and i don't know why. I feel so horrible whenever i throw tantrum at someone.
I feel super horrible and it makes me feel like dying right now. I'm so sick of putting a fake smile today. I don't wish to have another tomorrow like this. Can i have a happy laughter tomorrow and not a fake smile which make me feel so fake. Care bears do help but guess this time i didn't help till night time. I'm feeling guilty for throw my idiotic tantrum at my dad just now. When he was just being nice to ask if i would like to have dinner. But i just reply him a no in a rude way. And that makes him say sorry to me when it's not even his fault.
I'm sorry to those i've threw tantrum to yesterday. I didn't mean to scold you guys. SORRY. ))':
12:20 pm